So usually I am a calm person and I let things slide but this time it irked me. How can a person be so very unkind? Jealousy, envy, malice, what is the motivating emotion that motivates a human being to lack basic empathy towards another human being. As I watched kids run around the park I realized its not emotion, it is the lack of emotion, sociopaths, people who have a “grandiose sense of self.”
In the evening, Caro singing, Amstel flowing, stars twinkling, I offer my deepest sympathy to these people – folks who will never realize friendship or camaraderie because they can’t get over themselves, they are so full of themselves that if they burst they will have nothing but themselves oozing out of all corners.
If you can’t help – shut up! Shut the fuck-up! Really.
I evaluate my thoughts. I don’t easily judge or label …but this time, just this once I have to … I need to, for my own mental sanity, if that makes me a bad person I am willing to accept the consequences but to be unkind – that’s unacceptable.
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